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Ugh. I don't know why, but I just can't muster up the drive to update in any sense of regularity lately. Part of it is school, but the majority is just me being lazy and not wanting to do anything else other than sleep and read fanfiction all day.

However, I only have three days left of school (Monday is the last full day, then Tuesday and Wednesday are finals, so those are half days), so hopefully, after school ends, I'll post more often. I'll probably be reading a lot, but I hope that will help me post more.

Speaking of school, though...

I can't believe my freshman year of high school is nearly over. I'm not sorry it's over, but it is strange. To think, in three years' time, I'll be a high school graduate! That's a scary thought, but I can't wait. I just want my life to start, you know? To be able to get out, do something, get a job, even though I know it's not as glamorous as I sometimes think it is.

I wish I could concentrate on that, but I've got to concentrate on the last three days of school. Then I can just relax and do nothing. (Wow, that thought sounds so good right now. I haven't really been able to do nothing for so long...)

On Monday, nothing is really happening. In World Studies, we are having a Risk/food day, where we just play Risk and eat food. Then, in French, we are going to have a party, which also requires food. Even though I have to record an oral reading that day in French, I am bringing cupcakes and brownies to both of the classes. I haven't decided which treat goes to which class, but I'll figure it out. And in my other classes... in Accelerated Physical Science, I am just going to work on my final, and in gym, we're just going to play field hockey. So, easy.

Of course, finals...

The two hardest are on the same day: Tuesday. Not that they're overly hard, but I still am not one hundred percent sure what we're going to have to do in World Studies, other than naming 125 things on a world map. Hopefully, it'll be easy. In French, it's written (I will do the oral part Monday), which is something I excell in. In Accelerated Physical Science, it's just a presentation and a four-page paper on a topic of our choice (which is, in my case, nuclear fission and fusion). Gym's final is written, although the physical fitness tests I did Wednesday and today are also part of it.

So far, I am most stressed over World Studies and Accelerated Physical Science. World Studies because I am not sure what's going to be on it, and Accelerated Physical Science because I know I have to get a pretty damn near perfect score if I want to get on high honor roll this semester -- and incidentally, I hate presentations with a fiery passion.

I'll be fine, though. I'm pretty sure I'm one of the best students in our grade. I just have to make sure I don't procrastinate.

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In other news (although this is slightly connected to finals, in that it has to do with the physical fitness test part of my gym final):

From the beginning of the semester, I increased the number of ab curls and push-ups I could do by twenty. Each. At the beginning of the semester, I could only do 14 ab curls and 16 push-ups, but now I can do 34 and 36, respectively. So that is definitely really, really good.


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Tomorrow, I will probably write book reviews.  If I don't procrastinate, obviously.

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Hi.

After my post on Saturday, I've calmed down a lot. Your kind words and hugs (*returns those and gives them out, by the way, in case anyone wants some*) really made me realize that I am not alone in this issue, and that there are some things you just have to keep fighting for the rest of your life. More than that, you guys showed me that it's worth trying to fight, so thank you so much for that. You are all so supportive, without my having done anything to deserve it.

But anyway.

Finals are this week, and I am worried about how they are going to go. I am not worried about my French or Health finals, because I'm pretty sure I've got those all "locked up," so to speak. It's more the skit half of my English final and my Algebra final that I'm worried about.

In English, we're not going to be judged on our ability to act out the scene from Romeo and Juliet, but we are going to be judged on our preparedness. So I have to memorize forty-one lines of Romeo's speech with Benvolio. That shouldn't be too hard, but I'm still worried. Bah, I just have to remember to calm down and kick my shyness all the way to Timbuktu.

Algebra is the one final I'm really worried about. I forgot quite a bit of the things we learned at the beginning of the semester, so on either Tuesday or Wednesday, I'm probably going to spend the entire afternoon studying so that I don't entirely fail. And hey, at least we'll have notecards, so I can put the things I might forget on those. (This is definitely where my teeny tiny handwriting comes in handy.)

So, finals. Might be difficult, might not be. I just really, really, really don't want this semester to end, because then, the second semester starts and I will have gym every single day. BAH.

Lessee.

Oh, I was responding to [livejournal.com profile] technophile's post, about controversial opinions and, on the subject of gay marriage, I wrote the following:

I think marriage as it stands now should be abolished and remade, into two different... strands, or something like that. I think there should be legal marriage, where anyone who wants to enter into a 'civil union' and get the marriage rights as they stand now should be able to get them, whether they are heterosexual, homosexual, or anything in between.

And then there should be "religious" marriages where, if people wish to be recognized as married in the eyes of God, in a church or something like that, they can be. There's no rights involved in this, it's more a personal decision -- and churches reserve the right to marry anyone they like. So if they're a Baptist church, they can choose to "marry" only heterosexual couples, and if they're liberal, they can marry anyone they want. Kinda hard to explain, I know, but basically, anyone who gets a legal marriage gets all the rights available to married couples now, and everyone who gets a religious marriage chooses to do so not to get rights, but to... show love and... honor God or... yeah. Hopefully this is understandable...


Sure, those thoughts merit some fleshing out, but I really do think it's a way to solve the whole problem between gay marriage activists vs. opponents whilst still separating church and state. And "legal marriages" would be sort of like civil unions, except everyone has to get them. So, instead of heterosexuals getting marriages and homosexuals getting civil unions, we all get civil unions. And then that brings in the personal choice of whether they wish to get married in a church, in the "religious" sense.

Might write bigger post on this later... if anyone's interested. And if I can stop procrastinating.

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